Kristin's Bloggie

I fake smiles like a pro

2012-01-28T22:29:00.001+08:00

its like who doesnt? i cant possibly show all my emotions to everyone rite? then i would have to tell the same reason over and over again. haiz and it will get more depressing and depressing then i will die. ok, i wont die but it gets super depressing so i rather smile then cry in front of everyone which is so embarrassing and super bad ok. so if u wanna know my emotions jus ask i would tell u. :-)

Smile

2012-01-14T17:07:00.000+08:00

i wear a smile everyday ; it should be done like long ago.

so yeah my life is now ok alr, no more scoldings, insults, tears anymore. yeah. sooo now i shall hope i wont sigh so much everyday! :>

The race starts

2012-01-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

so another week of school is gonna start tmr.. another race has begun jus like tat. who comes in first, second or third? no one knows and no one will know until there are test or exams which will freak me out like now. :/ haiz tis is kinda depressed by tis but well well.. no one will know so ya i shall try hard and striveeeeeeeeee for my A's hopefully tis yr i can get A's .. :D sooooo good luck everyone ;)

Ugly

2012-01-06T21:01:00.003+08:00

im ugly and im proud. who cares about me anyway. no one really cares much though. i get scolded like everyday. i cry and no one wipes my tears for me. what a life i have got there. but even though it is sad, i still have to live it right? so i shall just keep calm and carry on with life like i should? or maybe not.

Depression

2012-01-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

So school started today~ 3.1.12 god save me. tmr's lesson is like omfg asdfghjkl crazy :S badbadbad. haiz my bag is gonna get so fuckin heavy man and haiz DEPRESSING LESSONS. later i get more dumb how? :( BOOOO. my class is like fucking smart except for me la. haiz depressing though. and i managed to get tis gif tdy fr tumblr. :/ well GOOD LUCK TO ME TMR ☺

Pain

2011-12-30T21:06:00.001+08:00

So i know my class tdy and i was like omfg its all pros. gosh this is madness and sadness yeah.

sooo. my brain is trying to kill me? maybe and maybe not. thoughts thoughts thoughts. why think so much? just live life let every single day is something new where u meet new challengers every single day which is cool and nice, amazing? it can be said like tat. so stop thinking about the pain and live life just the way u wan to be. :)

Distractions

2011-12-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

yeah its true. it always seems to hurt when anyone tries to forget anything that they are trying to forget. its hurts to why for think so much about it? so, you should just give up? well, i dun think so but you can just dun think about it just by doing things to distract yourself. oh well, distractions is the best things that can help anyone.

Feelings

2011-12-19T20:56:00.001+08:00

always thinking how im supposed to live with such bad memories that keep haunting me everytime i cry. i alr promised so much things and im trying my best to keep it but sometimes i get disappointments by u jus breaking every single one of them.

ever wonder how it feels being torn into pieces and no one is there to help u?

those feelings that hurt so much and having to suffer alone

18/12/11

2011-12-18T20:41:00.001+08:00

so ytd i went to MBS to walk around and shop haha im not rich ok! sooo i bought a crumpler bag :D hehe its red haha smaller than mine current crumpler (duh) haha and it looks super nice and cool i tell u coz its limited edition one ma haha. so mbs is cooool super huge la and lots of branded!! if i strike 4D i confirm will buy branded bags there laaaaa haaahhah getting mad from all those shoppingggg :D and swimming class was so funny. hahhaha kajiao ppl there heheh :> haha jus by saying "你几岁了！" heheh :D k nth much. xoxo ;)

wonders.

2011-12-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

ever wonder how it feels like being alone in the cold?

ever wonder how it feels like being suffocated by things you used to care?

ever wonder how it feels like being stuck in a place alone, tired to face the world out there and there is no one to help you?

k random

2011-12-11T19:29:00.001+08:00

hahaha i know this is random lol i nid these pics for my hw so yuan liang wo :p

4/11/11

2011-12-04T19:18:00.001+08:00

cute eh :> hehe its super cute :D but the price of buying it is like asdfghjkl expensive . around 100 + :( aww.. if its cheap i confirm will want it de.. BUT NVM. haha :D i have nth much to say also coz nth much this few days.. damn sian la. :( k xoxo ;)

30/11/11

2011-11-30T21:41:00.001+08:00

so tdy is 30/11/11!! :D 1 yr 1month or should i sayyy... 13 MONTHS:D haha nice eh :> i know i should be posting some nice picture but tis pic is soooooo CUTE :> haha but i have no idea wat tis it :/ SO SOMEBODY TELL ME CAN? PLSSS. :( haha so i have a iPad, a Carlo Rino Bag :> WOOTS and jus tat i no go overseas T.T nvmm tat one enough liao :D left wif shoes only haha :D nails done, new clothes i have it toooo :D WOOTS. nice ice cream OH YEAH. now shoes. I WAN HIGH HEELS :< heh :D and my birthday is coming in 2 MONTHS TIME YAYYY :D haha k xoxo ;)

29/11/11

2011-11-29T15:39:00.001+08:00

haha yeah im kinda hungry now :X hehe in the morning i was cramping like hell. OUCH. then i had to go see the doctor nearbyyy. piggy doesnt know about his yet sooo SHH haha telling him later ? :p when he text me la ~ aww no billabong SO SAD :( i tot i would get something from billabong ma... :< then no have awwww. sooo wat should i eat? jus did 4 qns for maths and left wif 16! GOSH hmm maybe i should do a few more later ba :D guess my brain is still working hehe ~ sadly even though i put a twitter widget in this blog no one followed it :( T.T PLS FOLLOW OK! :D hehe nth much, xoxo ;)

24/11/11

2011-11-24T21:10:00.001+08:00

was kinda lazy to use mac to update my blog sorry ppl! :X soo tat is the subjects im taking. :) unexpected i din get into foe! PHEW. i din wan tat TEEHEE. :> so shamus sub is everything de same except he is taking media studies AWW. but still ~ hope we can be in the same class OR his class is jus next doors yeah! :D duh :> haha. i wan to revise and nid to coz if not im gonna dieeee. hmm shall start on it next week! must must must! ok time to promise wif myself ahahahah i must be getting mad yeah.:< hahaand my braces now is blue colour :> nice ehh haha jus changed it today ~ haiz ok im not in the mood anywayy sooo k byeee xoxo ;)

21/11/11

2011-11-21T20:36:00.001+08:00

Where would i be? haha idk either. haha at home? k i came up with tis today.

i everyday rot at home by the time school starts i decompose alr. HAHA :D and ppl laugh :P haha i so pro la. hah nth much. get to know i have chance to play in singles next yr and competition is like on 9/1 OMGOMG tats so fast rite! so this holiday nid to train wellll :D and get selected i hope ^^ k nth much xoxo ;)

20/11/11

2011-11-20T21:02:00.001+08:00

cute ehhh :> so today was ok :/ i was rotting at home in the morninggg then went jp wif mum and her fren until 6+ wowww they such can walk for so longgg then i follow~ jp is sure crowded laaa forever crowded then nth much le. ohoh he seems so involved in his "new" phone stuff. blackberry his dad's old phone. shiok eh i never even use before sad rite ? :( haha but its ok la it seems so complicated lor :/ nvm i shall keep somethings to myself to prevent arguments and fights :D k bye xoxo ;)

19/11/11

2011-11-19T20:01:00.001+08:00

Haha see the pictures? yeah celebrated sonia's belated birthdayyy @crystal jade todayyy :D funfunfun~

sooooo we brought tat cake damn nice la :D haha we are all young ok! :D angry birddd :D melvin so bad la go home so early say to study == confirm is go back play blackshot de lor kns. then minghan came only for lunch awwww :( coz his mum call him go home eeyer lor. soo me shifra kz xy and sonia went to play bowlingg! play until 53.30 :D TEEHEE we very pro i know i know ;) coz we played 3 games except sonia coz she nid go chalet eeyer sonia ahhh. then we continued lor! shifra bowl tat time the ball roll so slow ._____. and she can get strike! :O omg so proooo! (Y) haha we went squeezing in the car when we go there toooo :D hehe in shifra's mum carrrr haha damn fun la :D hehe today de gathering even though is not the whole class jus a few ppl but its damn fun la ^^ love it mannn :D

hmm maybe 08 also can have such gathering la :D but then nid pay .____. damnn hahaha it all $$$

soooo nth much alr :D watching btm on tv nowww. so exciting sehhh sg vs indonesia its either sg get gold or indonesia! WAHSEH. k xoxo ;)

18/11/11

2011-11-18T18:10:00.001+08:00

So true for this lor! haha its like whenever ppl wan to sleep in school time pass damn slow! wonder whyyy. :/ soo had cca today. then got stomachache :( why i so cham! asdfghjkl. and coach still tell me do footwork! kns. but but butttt i finish it on time :D haha slowly do really works leh! OMGOMG. :>

tmr going to meet shifra again and 6.1 ppl some only la but then its enough :> hope can take neos! :D then im gonna put it in my wallet let me see everyday :D hehe i know im crazy about them~ coz why? THEY ARE AWESOME MANNN AND WOMANN :D nth much alr :) k xoxo ;)

17/11/11 You made me crazy

2011-11-17T19:11:00.001+08:00

Hehe. :> look retarded ehh. LOLOL. so yeah see the headphones shamus brought it for me ^^

haha its kose. :) dk wats tat brand :X hehe not really interested in this kind of stuff. :D and the shades~

didi ah pekkk and HungKye (he wan ppl type his name like tat so i shall be nice) brought it for meee :D so nice of them laa~ :D then bby chiobu (shar) sibei heartpain aww! :( i can share share :p im not selfishhh :D TEEHEE. so i went to wcp today wif him <3 and build sandcastles! hehe he only good at building walls la :P hehe perfectionist for being walls! hehe good architect! (Y) and had 20 piece nuggets. LOL :D im a sumo! nah i actually had 13 of it :> ok i scared i have too much of it then i get fever NUUUU :< soo overall was great he was damn cute haha coz i keep scared holding hands :X hehe scared scared ma ~ k byee xoxo ;)

16/11/11

2011-11-16T17:08:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYYYYY <3

ok back to business~ sooooo ytd went to uss wif shifra and my mum~ great funfunfun :D

haha but at the start OMG SCARY MAN. first thing lights camera action then the roller coasters then revenge of the mummy! haha all 3 damn scary :( i was like SHAMUSSSSSSS on the roller coasters :P ahah hope he sneezed a lot! :D haha i know i sound mean TEEHEE. :D ok then today had cca. I GOT ME PREZIEEEE. :D sorry ah no picture :p using windows now leh no photobooth ! :p hehe. okkk so pictures now eh? me and shifra one HHAHA u jelleh ! :P

14/11/11

2011-11-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

So cca was tiring :/ i tried to slack TEEHEE coz tmr i going uss maaa tmr to be like a lao ah ma walk around wif aching legs and hands and back rite! :> sooo i slacked a bit. :D and before i started wif the pt there comes the yummy food ~~ like fried chicken winggs :> and etc damn nice of the teachers ;) even though it was leftovers and some like not touched :O tsk so mean la teachers. SOOO at 3 stopped and i completed everything WOOHOO. silent killer ;) i did the swings like so quietly tat no one noticed :D hehe #forever alone ba. :) but no one cared soooo :D TADAAA. im like tat :/ then when i was eatingggg coach told me to eat more. awwwww so nice! :') -honored- at least i get noticed now :D TEEHEE.

k sounds like im getting my self esteem backkieee (Y) ohoh i forget to write about tis morning. SOOO. this morning i woke up at 9 wif 5 missed calls and 7 text :/ wow. calls by shifra text 4 by shifra 3 by mr piggy alamak. then went to green mart! woohoo. funfunfun. wait not really :x haha jus had noodles there and kanna scolded for nth .___. me shifra xiaoyu minghan and kaizhong also never mess up the class and u kns la also not tat class de form teacher scold scold scold lao auntie liao la kns. ohh in tat class i saw my ws (Y) winnn. it was like done on july 2009 and its still there awww :') cps loves me :D <3 TEEHEE. im sound damn zilian but who cares la ahahahaha. ok nth much alr. xoxo. ;)

13/11/11

2011-11-13T20:29:00.001+08:00

Hey yo! :D

Sooooo lets talk about tis few days~ :D
sooo bowling was DAMN AWESOME I SAY. UNLIMITED ONE SOMEMORE >:) shiokshiokshiok!
then tree top walk BADBADBAD. WEATHER Y U RAIN! :( then only can walk like half of it :(
the business challenge AWESOME. unexpected fun :D (Y) teeheeee.
last day of school wanted to cry but end tat time no tears :O coz maybe i know i will see my class again! :D like go gathering confirm must! :D so tis coming tues gonna go uss wif my wifey, SHIFRA ♥, and MUMMYYY :D♥ hehe :3 gonna eat ice cream I MUST LA. im like crazy~~ i love ice creams :D onomnomnom! :3 TEEHEE . k mon wed fri cca cca cca.OMFG. WILL I DIE? hope not ! hope i can improve then coach choose me :DDDDDDDDDDD ok must have confident. :> (if i can) nth much for now :D OHOH i almost forgot. I GOT A PREZIEEE FROM MY AWESOME DIDIS! :D u guess which didi la :D hehe~ :> kays~ PPL TAG AND SPAM MY TAGBOARD OK! shall update when i go USS :> wif pictures ;) xoxo.

Hello people :D

2011-10-31T19:54:00.003+08:00

Hey soooo what's up!

Wondering anyone still bothered reading my blog which dead so longggg. :/ sian coz no time maa! :( hope my blog can be alive once again! ^^

WU HU JIANGGG

2011-10-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

Shuai eh :D WU HU JIANG :D FTW! hehe

HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS

2011-10-11T20:32:00.000+08:00

Got it from facebook :D quite true for some of them :)

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

i fell sick :(

2011-08-04T20:05:00.002+08:00

ok see fr the title ^ i fell sick :( ytd had fever my whole body was burnin :( so uncomfortable :(

during i&e was 37.9 then go general office tat time was 38.3 :( then idk leh i went bk home sleep :( 2 plus go clinic see doc then come back take medicine and sleep sleep sleep. wow i slept so much. was like damn tired la. then today stomachache :( wtf.. its worse la. but now should be ok le la i took another medicine for stomachaches.. hope it works. tdy din go school missed out quite a few things o.o amc. then erm n.e rehearsals. and idk leh. assembly? and maths :( dieee. :(

hcl test

2011-07-26T20:11:00.002+08:00

today's test is like for gong han okok la i was like at the start wat to write!!!! so pissed off. coz idk wat to write cant think of anything u know! but luckily managed to check my gong han added a few things in it :D hope it gets gd grades for it. oral ah. GG. i was like stammering it was so scary :( i was so stressed! tat i added a few words in the passage :( then picture i said everything but convo i think i die :( NOOOOO :(((( idw get 30 plus :( haiz sian. after oral stayed back to play the board games ^^ wif celine :DD we played snack & ladder and another one dk wats the name i win :DD after tat was clue do omg its so nice la! grace won. haha :) i wan buy tat coz its so funn!! hehe i was lucky for the first 2 games. today's lunch was damn epic and funny :D best one i ever had. sister-in-law epic la jingheng called dear tat HAHA sister ;) then i kajiao him wif tat HAHAHA. then said about daddy and AHEM. new nick: jealous daughter HAHAA :D funny. (Y) gd times. 208 is seriously a damn sick class which make us more awesome. :D A-W-E-S-O-M-E! :D hehehe. ok shall continue practicing maths and remind myself :D hope tmr can get at least B PLSSSS! ok bye :)

RHD Bazaar!

2011-07-21T18:49:00.003+08:00

hey! its been long since i blogged -.- ...

coz idk wat to post sia! its like school day is so normal then its like wat's so special about it? nth much. jus a few jokes here and there-> typical school day. today had a bazaar for racial harmony day~

nice la haha ppl wan me be the target -.- my face ppl see so buay song ah! !@#$ bloody hell.

but anyways nth much jelly pops are nice :D awesome u know! dismiss le went to food court to eat prawn noodles :D din know it was called hokkien mee.. i tot it was the black sauce one? hmm.. :/

well who cares about the name nth much so long can eat can liao hahaha :D then went to library! stayed there a while :D im lucky! coz i found 2 books i wanted wee~ :D but its like first i read mission 5, then 2, then 4, now 3.. after tat 8... LOL i know its epic so long after reading everything i will know everything le ma :D haha duh! its like such an awesome book u know! now i realise i like action pack storybooks :D wee (Y) its awesome coz its exciting and interesting!!!!! XD ok nth much le. :P byebye for now~ oh ya next week class test omgomg jiayou to me! and jiayou to u if ur reading tis :D gd luck!

2011-07-02T22:40:00.001+08:00

ive been lazy to post ahahaha. and no time la. ok ptm sucks ttc. duh. i got super low percentage lor! sian :( tats why i decrease the rate i use my mac and internet :D jiayou everyone! im gonna study real hard and improve a lot until ppl shocked :O haha like it :O hahahhah :D

day 3 wifout u..

2011-06-24T20:17:00.003+08:00

ok.. its day 3! ah finally tmr he's bk! 6? i also dk its reach or start flying bk.. so yeah. idk :( well nvm so long he's bk safely can liao. :) ok today was okok went to causeway point. OMG its renovating until so nice! wonder when is the next time im going there. had seoul garden wif my mum nice! but then no teriyaki chicken :( tat time i and dear had so much :D so yummy! tat was before he left. nth much la brought presents for c & m. LOL i know its like super early but i saw nice and affordable things jiu buy for them lor. fr mini toons :P ok shall not say much. ok he's not online for like 1 whole day alr. i give up. hmph :( wont online also never say. sms? nah he dw to pay extra charge same to me later his mum go ask me pay. wtf play lor 30 cents. ok nth much. byebye.

I.L.Y.F

day 2 wifout u..

2011-06-23T19:42:00.003+08:00

day 2.. well from there u can know..

i should not have read the old private plurks between u and me.. :(

last time u lied to me.. :( now okok la..dun really lie to me..coz i keep asking so i can know the truth...i wonder when u will tell me more things..then i copied the important blog posts so when u come bk and we will meet in school on monday i can ask u.. im really really confused.. :( its like i also duno la..nvm... last time u keep wat/orh me de :( now also :( why why why! :'( idw tat replies fr u.. last time u rather sms others than me.. never reply me also.. i wonder why now.. :( i really wonder.. do i really suck too much? am i really a mother fucker like u say last time? haiz.. or a bitch? sounds nicer though.. idk..:( and there was one important line i saw.. my heart broke :( real badly..im hurt... now u say u promise.. but why last time u said tat.. WHY! :'( jus to hurt me or wat..haiz idk.. hope i can get the answer when u get bk on sat.. around 6.. :( hope ur flight dun get delayed like last time when u were in nepal.. and never sms tell me fuck. :( its like u know.. nvm.. shall not complain on my blog.. jus tell u when i see u on monday ba.. hope got tat time..*prays*.. bye...

I.L.Y.F i swear.

http://www.timeanddate.com/counters/customcounter.html?msg=&day=25&month=06&year=2011&hour=18&min=00&sec=00&p0=236 for me to be reminded :P

day 1 wifout u..

2011-06-22T19:39:00.002+08:00

first day in sg without my dear dear :'( lonely..

ok morning cry, u online i also cry. miss u so much.. feel so empty wifout u..

tmr u online i must be happy! if not u later dw come online le :( then i cant chat.. i wan chat.. :(

ok i know i nid to look on the positive side.. he will be back on sat 6pm.. which is... paiseh let me count.. start from 8pm easier..erm..70 hours.. omg so long..around there la.. i use countdown coz i count until blur.. im hugging stitchy now... hope u can feel it..wonder how he's doin now... coz he went bk hotel no internet.. haiz... he's wif his parents confirm happy de.. he's always happy when he's wif his parents... always like tat de lor.. :( jus now chat so less smiley.. and he screamed at me :( coz of the caps.. :( i wan to see him soon... the best is tmr but i know he cant.. he's on a vacation.. sat then come bk.. actually im reading his blog too.. until my birthday there.. now going to read the others... ok i read some posts it hurts me a lot.. last time u hide things fr me..which cause u to argue wif me :( then now nvm.. i ren until u come bk.. then cry it all out? yeah i should... ptm next thurs on 30 wtfuck la :( ok.. jiayou to me..

i love u forever !

2011-06-21T22:11:00.001+08:00

ok he's leaving tmr.. ok.. hope i can be happy :) sian.. i hope music cures and reading a book too! coz i borrowed a book haha hope its interesting as the previous one i read. :D same author la :D haha diff series la :D its awesome la tat book! hope i can all of them :D then i will keep until i die :D eheheh. ok IMY :(

2011-06-18T15:15:00.001+08:00

okkkkkkk~ had a bbq ytd! wif 6.1 haha. and realised tat i know peiqi, damien, soonquan for 11 years alr! O.O

since 2000 when i started learning :D hehe same kindergarden ma~ haha. :D ok bbq my mum helped the whole way :X haha otah is awesome(Y) super awesome SUPER NICE. :D haah ty dear dear coz of him then i dare to eat m. :D vanessa is pretty :D she damn shy la.. like seriously i tried to kajiao la but damn hard. celine and karen dun dare talk haah even though karen and her like key! from shineeee. i was like sayin key in chinese ~ LOL i like very gd entertainer :D tyty :D ok ytd was quite awesome :D better than sst one :D

2011-06-12T10:57:00.003+08:00

he's going bali, indonesia during the last week of holiday.. oh well he nids some vacation/break too rite? hope he buys (^) tat for me :) he say he will.. well, hope he can ba.. or a wallet! coz my wall spoil liao -.- 7 months liao. haha before exam buy one de ma. haha around there la. and it spoils well, time for me to change to a new wallet? yeah i should i need to la if not the wallet the put coin one.. later make me drop coins.. ahh $$ u know!

something to him :)

2011-06-10T20:23:00.003+08:00

well tdy was nice :D damn awesome la!

first morning, met shamus awesome time :D cheered him up yay :D spend time until 1230 :D

after tat went to jp to meet peiqi, shifra and xiaoyu!

its like damn long no see them lor! had kfc tgt :D stayed there damn long coz were chatting about bbq :) hopes it gonna be fun :D haha nth much le byes :) and eew my hse got super small lizard, :(

dedicated to u my dear :)

2011-06-04T22:42:00.001+08:00

walking a empty road, we can jus hug and kiss and hold hands like no one’s business. :)

we jus wish we can do this rite :) it jus seems like the only world there's u and me only. :)

forever and always~ love. :)

haha yay i found something i can make for u le :D its gonna be chip and simple.:) shhhh no more clues!

2011-06-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

yeah without u i feel like a loner sia.. like no fren.. aww.:) ur so important to me :D

2011-06-02T19:15:00.001+08:00

to u ~

2011-06-02T16:16:00.002+08:00

today was nice... except the part rite in the morning and afternoon... :(

morning woke at at 8.25 while him? 10 around there...coz he took medicine the nite before and din tell me... so i sms him 3 times and called him twice. both is miss calls. then call back say 11 then meet i was like wtf la. :( i alr at bus stop le then i decided to jus go first. reach j.e mrt automatic i came out of the train and walk towards bukit batok de train.. told him pei him take bus go clementi then he said on bus. wth :( must i be so lonely in the morning? then i think he saw the sms then alighted another stop so yeah he waited and when he alighted the bus i was in, i was alr damn sad la..duh.. a few tears drop? din talk coz too sad...but still he still hold hands..

in the library started wif maths he kajiao me by giving me hard questions.. EEE BULLY but i still managed to do it :P woops. i can do it which is amazing. (Y) then my mood got better then had kfc for lunch! nice la. :) hugs :) i was like orh orh then awww when he wanted to leave:P haha. bleah :P haha. shall not say much about tat. took 189 coz the clementi mrt was like do not board train wtf take mrt fr another station faster. also can pei him. :) so yeah 189, boarded it and his mum was on the damn bus. wtf. when they reach i dun dare look up but take so long so exit, his mum keep lookin then happen to look up and smile. wtf is wrong wif smiling?! look up is u stare until so fierce obviously look down la. where got ppl stare until so fierce and wont look at ur own son de lor... wtf la..i was so miserable.. :( brought mee sua then walked home, cried wtf la give me so much stress. :( smile cannot next time see her chop off head le la, :'( .. haiz.. why must when my mood got better and this kind of things happen :( haiz.. i jus wanted to fulfill our wish... spend more time wif each other.. :( haiz..... i love u.. ♥

2011-06-01T21:09:00.001+08:00

BOO :D jus a cute patrick smile :D

tmr is study timeeee for me! maths revision :D hopes its gonna be good :)

then fri time to go to my! for my braces of course! nid change wire. omg. ahhh. scary.

hope wont too pain and wont make me look weird on monday de camp :)

i jus say im lazy to switch channels.. :( why must u say im lazy to reply.. :'(

2011-05-30T20:41:00.002+08:00

today was awesome :D happy 7th month! :D 5 more months and its gonna be our 1yr :D

damn before tat is eoy.. :( omg.. im gonna practice maths next week coz tis week got cca and starting to do the maths pt. :(.. idw maths pt la. so hard and need meet up.. eeyer. sucks la. duh..

so tis morning watch kungfu panda 2 ^^ po is cutee! so chubby when his young aww. CUTEE!

end up lying on his shoulders coz the person in front block me cannot see. then tickle him too. :P

woops. im being naughty. :D after tat had bk! :D ice creammmmmm haha so nice and sweet. :) after tat ppl had to go then he pei me back home. aww first time u know! actually to the bus stop only. :) but still an effort is made :D sweet, completely love it :D

2011-05-26T19:42:00.002+08:00

today had the class netball and handball. yeah sucks for netball. subs all girls -.-

will DIE U KNOW. i nid boys. ask bing bing also can. bing bing should play netball lor.

end up argue-in wif wenkai. then dear dear came to stop me. shawn too. shawn was the mediator.

LOL. epic. when i about to cry out damn loud dear dear stopped me, covered my mouth aww. :)

afternoon had ljs. :) made him walk alot sorrie :( next time jus pei u take bus ba.-> suppose to be boy pei girl end up is girl pei boy-.- fineeee. i sacrifice. i wan ice cream milk tea and mee suaaaa! and fried chicken and soya bean ice cream^^ :)

2011-05-23T20:07:00.002+08:00

hello! :) tis afternoon was great wif the fact tat was like damn less teachers and i can be close to him in the hall watching 201 and some 202 ppl play netball ^^ damn nice la. i was like so called bullying him wif me making de :P face. AHAHA. idk why la but then tis few weeks im poking him poke poke poke! hahahah:P had kfc haha onomnomnom! tempted michelle to eat chicken wing. haha :D cheeseeeee fries! u lor so bad i take one jiu say tat kind of things make me dw take liao. then eat until 1 last mouth then give me HMPH! where can like tat de lor! ok lets talk about the morning. forget bring mac. -.- hate myself for forgeting. then somemore din use! WTF should have jus now care and heck lor. sat in the hall for damn long until my butt damn pain. later cannot shit. LOL jkjk. the movie was nice~ not the sex part. EEW. it was like life porn! then mr yeo still say watch the ahem thing ee lol its not like we know lor! teacher wan us watch de ma. kissing and sex scenes LOL. both also have. but the trevor guy died :( boohoo! he was so damn nice lor. stupid bully go kill him hmph. tats all byebye`

2011-05-17T20:51:00.001+08:00

yeah.. :) he's not gonna pei me to clementi sports hall tmr due to the rehersal for open hse.. :(

sad.. wanted him to pei me like damn badly.. but nvm he's busy and i cant be too greedy..so yeah.. i think im not involved in open hse.. so will pei my mum on sat to school and slack ba..

at least i can see him for a while then he will get busy and cant sms me le..:( haiz i shall ren. :)

2011-05-14T16:55:00.000+08:00

i was while waiting for ur sms so i went to draw tis:) paiseh my drawing not very good >< but ur like it :)

sweet day :)

2011-05-10T19:23:00.001+08:00

aww today was nice :) esp at the playground! :)

u hug me from the back when there's no one there! :) so sweet!

plus plus is u run towards me and hug me tats more sweet :D

aww :) tat can only happen like only after school. :( but nvm at least it will happen rite! haha :)

love u!

2011-05-09T19:34:00.002+08:00

i know u dun have time to spend wif me during the period jus before the exams i know i understand..now wat? after each common test nid go home u nid eat at home? haiz even worse news for me T.T haiz nvm i know u nid to study, be on 100% concentration nid get everything A1 which is so possible for u. well for me tats hard for some subs.. if tis time i can get a few A's i will be damn happy :) haiz..since u so busy i shall study too i read le. read and read again, try to test out the matter in my head and said it to myself, well it worked~ so tis time history should be ok ba :) maths nid see again. write big big and remember and understand! i hope can work..geog.. hmm damn where is the small white board when i nid it. i think i throw it away. damn. i wan a small whiteboard for me to practice! can save paper like serious. (Y) maybe i take the bigger white board ba also can. jiayou to me baa. :) i understand dear u nid to study.. i love u.. :)

2011-05-08T17:19:00.003+08:00

i think im screwed for the exams :(

i got no mood to study, but i read the area of comparison for history then i know how to ans the question for history. :) ah lucky, wont be so screwed for history. :D
english ah.. hmm lucky got the ss for english during cst time so got practice :D yay hope to improve my english results this time :)

chinese...HMM. compo now im improving. :) YAY! oh ya nid read good phrase and practice the summary! lucky yang lao shi got give i can do. HENG AH. later i do! :D

maths.. DIE. indices, sets. DIE DIE DIE. gonna look thru the factorise and other stuff too! hope to get at least a B! pls pls pls A even better! i pray :)

geog dieeee. tis time de diagram gonna look thru again and again and remember! tis time remember 3 can liao. 5 marks! omg must score full marks!!!

jiayou i can do it :D hope tis term can get well :)

2011-05-06T19:24:00.002+08:00

hello~ :)

not gonna post pictures haha coz its at my tumblr which is.

http://lovesmitten.tumblr.com/ ! follow me ok :D and i will follow u back! haha today was okok la. :) wore p.e the whole day awesomeeee! after school chiong admt until 2 plus i forget until when le then 5 zhun zhun reach home haha. :) had ljs wif him! but no ice cream coz too full le :) wanted to pei him wait for bus de but then he see mrt to jookoon 2 mins then tell me go take train then we wave to each other :) shall not talk much about wat happen after admt coz if he reads y blog he confirm will be sad then cry de :( its ok la im fine now.. :)

2011-05-02T20:49:00.002+08:00

thinking of tat i will keep saying im fine :) to myself so i wont let u worry so much and be like im fine the happy happy kristin :)

-i jus wondered. why din i be more brave and stop u to stead wif jy? i know i cant let u stead wif her but why i was so scared to stop u? tat painful, heart breaking 3 months of my life..i wish it will never happen.. i blocked her in ur fb to prevent her fr commenting, if not i will be angry, jealous.. i know im selfish..hope u understand.. sorrie for raking up the past..i din mean it.. as now we are close i wan to tell u how i feel.. ur the only person who i can tell my feelings to.. only person who i can tell everything too.. the person who will sit there and listen, wipe my tears for me but u end up wiping le clean on me.. its ok.. i got used to it.. tat painful 3 months.. i keep saying haiz on plurk,be emo when im at home.. in school act happy.. haiz being emo at home emo plurks u din realise.. i guess tat time i was not so important ba.. only when we steaded i got more important, ur care for me got more which im so happy about, pushing me forward to do my best.. :) i know im not perfect.. but im willing to try my best..~ for u.. i take the time when u went to sleep now to type this.. i think u wont see think coz u dun visit my blog tat much le.. i will tell u my feelings tmr when we go for lunch i will cry.. speak my heart out.. dear i love u i really do..pls dun leave me or chat wif girls i dun mind u chatting wif girls fr ur class or ur cca i know im selfish.. but pls?.. idw to lose u ever again.. i cant..idw to have tat miserable,terrible, heartbreaking time and memory wif me again..im scared.. but now i will keep telling to myself im fine.. im fine :)

2011-04-30T20:54:00.003+08:00

dun u agree? everytime when we dun do hw ppl will like orh hor! haha i also do tat :P stress the person :P

You are my soul mate, my sweetheart, you are my dream come true, from now until the end of time I give my heart and soul to you :)

2011-04-28T16:32:00.001+08:00

no wonder i keep getting jealous. :) u get jealous coz of this reason too! :D

we love each other so much :D

dear dear! dun think so much jus like ytd le ok? coz the picture above clearly states wat i wan :)

2011-04-23T15:46:00.002+08:00

haha a lot of my blog posts i said this :D hehe :D

term 2 wk wat i alr i forget..but i know common test coming le..sian. :(

i nid help in sets like seriously i suck at it others hai ok :D YAY tis yr doing much better! (Y)

sports day on friday after schoool..hmm gd luck to those ppl who nid run 2.4 in the morning. :P

red hse ftw! i can do it! i bet tis yr's 100m is gonna be a close match again. me and clarabelle, yanjin? another sec 1 girl. OMG tis is stressing me out. ARGH. :( 4x100, 4x400. OMG...

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! hope i can get 3 golds ba...*PRAY HARD* haha gonna cheer for him also:D haha hope he wins haha. wonder how tis year's sports day gonna be like. :/ ..

admt product gg le la nid hand in le..my class a lot of groups not done yet. phew. i chiong file ytd.

left a little bit more and jiu done can make whole for the wheel then paint glue DONE! all the cst gonna be use for admt liao coz no time! JIAYOU everyone :D

2011-04-21T17:44:00.002+08:00

its gonna be our 6th month soon OH YAY! haha

and before our 6th month is sports day. OMG. its gonna be tiring.

its like 1 whole day of school after tat need make our way theree. omg. its gonna be bright.

ahhh my eyes hahah :) hope he wins haha :D hope i win too! :D

been waitin to give him something nice for 6th month but no money :( nvm i shall convert some RM of mine to SG. :) then got more money treat him to seoul garden? swensens? haha :)

haha need go shopping sometime see wat i can get for him :D give him a surprise!

2011-04-17T14:21:00.000+08:00

harloww. :)

so i got my new phone ytd haha arc ! :D

its like so big. esp when u call. O.O

shall not say much later ppl say i boast. LOL.

2011-04-14T20:05:00.002+08:00

cute eh? :)

my dear dear can have like anything he wan when he get gd marks sia..im like so jealous.

money can really buy a lot of things but not love and friendship.

so yeah i was thinkin on the bright side im lucky to have him :)

today's admt test hard sia its like draw tis cannot draw tat like weird. GG. even ms seah says tat

hcl test i forget change batt so its like got wrong words. GG also. 2.4 okok la. stamina got better~

i jus wish he will give me something nice like wat i give him la :) jus a wish hope it comes true if not nvm la. he also not the give present type haha so nvm ba. :)

2011-04-11T21:06:00.001+08:00

so cute :) i love sitting on the sofa wif u dear :)

2011-04-07T12:51:00.001+08:00

-I dun wan to leave u :( idw this to happen to sad :(

:D i always wanted to have breakfast wif him :D haha duno when can have breakfast wif him..hope its soon ^^

2011-04-06T20:46:00.000+08:00

aww so sweet :D hope tis can happen soon ^^ :)

and im getting so skinny dieee i nid to eat moreeeee~

2011-04-03T18:24:00.001+08:00

tis is like so prettyyyyy :D

and also to u! :) shamus seng <3

2011-03-30T21:29:00.001+08:00

aww i love tis :) i wan do tis wif dear dear :) hahahaa

oh ya i forget to say today is our 5th month :D YAY awesome riteee :D haha

30/10/10- the day i said yes to u and u was so happy :)

now is 30/3/11- our 5th month :) all the argues all the time we spent and been thru, we became even closer to each other :D makin us unbreakable :) and no one can stop us :D i love u shamus :D

2011-03-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

this is so true! even he agrees :D

I LOVE U! :D

2011-03-28T21:10:00.001+08:00

i jus wan to say I LOVE U SHAMUS :D

im like having love rush nowww hahaahh :D

shamus shamus shamus :D i love u!

2011-03-27T10:02:00.002+08:00

haiz. ur right ur always rite.

im a fucked up person. a bitch. a ho.a slut. a mother fucker. a fucking bitch. watever insults u throw at me i will never stop loving u. im gonna show u tat i love u later at where we are gonna meet. i will go there early. no matter how late u come i will wait for u. kill me,slap me watever i will still love u.

2011-03-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

today was AWESOME :D

its like ih did it wif HIM!!!!! OMG AWESOMEEEE!

holding his hands :D then got hug hug :D YAY somemore spend so much time wif him:D

YAY YAY YAY! :D it was TOTALLY AWESOME COZ IT WAS WIF HIMMM :D YAY FOR DEAR DEAR :D YAY YAY YAY! love him so much :D

2011-03-18T21:23:00.002+08:00

today was fun :D

except the part we quarrel in the morning D:

sorrie dear dear i wont do tat again le.. :( i promise. :)

wcp is so fun played volleyball (Y) so awesome.

jp bully me hmph. everytime bully hmph.

lucky shamus there :D YAY! (Y)

ride the cart i cycle it all the way,well almost some part he cycle haha. a little bit only :p

ate wat he made nice :) he made too much only me and him eat. haha next time make 2 the small container can le la :)

jj and michelle so sweet :D haha. they both so happy.

nth much i jus hope to see u everyday. :)

2011-03-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

hi. im bored.

miss to the maxxxx.

tmr gonna go wcp :D oh yeah! ouchy my gum still hurts at time.

and i look weird when i smile coz 4 teeth gone then got space.i look more like a vampire now-.- :P

haha. tagzxc ppl! tyvm~ :D

2011-03-12T11:36:00.001+08:00

im sorrie.. :(

haiz. im so stupid.. :(

im really really sorrie... :(

2011-03-05T14:05:00.002+08:00

:( duno where he is :(

:( duno wat he is doin :(

he's makin me so worried :(

my heart goin to break le :( im so worried tat something happened to him :(

dear dear where are u :( cant u reply my sms :( :'(!!!

haiz where are u :(!

did maths rite in the morning then at 1045 he totally stopped replying me :(

i crying le la :'( ! where are u :( haiz... i cant get things in my head..geog only some :( history idk..:( later then see haiz where are u

2011-02-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

hello! ❤

its gonna be our 4th month like tmr? :) tis month bo 30 so we jus use 1st march la haha like tis also can! :D of course la haha. tis morning had hcl test wth rite in the morning mental block.then cant think so properly also cannot finish de paper. last 5 mins i gang gang hao finish heng ah. i wan ice cream milktea! :D its so yummmyyyy dk why my mum and dear❤ dun like :( maybe too sweet ba but its jus so yummy! feel like having popcorn chicken wif whipped potato! yum yum :D haha maybe have kfc tmr ba wif him❤ hmm...wat should we do tmr? he only can stay until 3.30? so short :( school dismiss 1.30 so only got 2hrs :( eeyer then wed i nid go j.e complex have badminton like 3 nid reach? idc im gonna be late. 1.30 dismiss ma. then eat wif him❤ 2.45 then go ba. hmph idc i wan at least 1hr wif him. less than 1hr is way tooo less. 1hr is minium. :P i know i very de greedy la. next wk got geog and history test cham cham. geog nid revise how to draw sooo. hmm...every day remember some then can le! :D i hopeeee must score wellll i wanna score well! hope he score well too ^^ ❤ eeyer he so long no reply me tag @ his blog le hmph. and no update somemore! hmph. PLUS PLUS PLUS he no tag my blog! tat is so sad :( hmph when u see tis post u better tag everytime u visit my blog hor!

- u belong wif me :) ❤

2011-02-25T20:14:00.001+08:00

hello! :)

he's not chairman le..sad...grace become chair for 201...kokyin will be mad like seriously. eeyer she chair then badminton also exco. walao nid to have some changes. LOL :D ok i sound mean. ok besides tat.. my dear today so happy :D i make him to happy he smile so much! aww! i love it :D haha nth much le leh. everything is dear dear and more dear dear :D ahaha and and studies la of course jus like him! he is like so pro lor. know how play piano. wthhh why like everyone know how play an instrument de sia. walao tis is so baddd. im like gd at sports? i think. studies still ok others erm...not really. :P i should learn an instrument? waste a lot of time so hmm no ba. aiya gd in sports can liao :D and studies can liao ahahaha.

i love u!

2011-02-20T21:33:00.002+08:00

today was okk la. first damn buay song about kc like sua me. first say tis place then other place walao damn buay song.next reach him hse dear there dun talk to me :( tats damn sad so my mood got totally and completely ruin. so went out plus when i buay song not happy i cry one. hmph i cry he dun come out then me go in fine lor. so i was sad the :( was on my face the whole time. hmph i angry le ma. where can like tat de lor. plus tat bitch was there keep shouting his dear make me even more buay song so when playing nerf gun i damn bu happy. so jus like tat play lor. he tried cheerin me up almost fail but he my dear he tried his best so he stilled managed to cheer me up like wat he always do. "see ur not useless ok! ur always trying ur best! i love u so much! :) " then after tat we went tgt the whole time gdgd (Y) not with other ppl which is totally gd. im greedy:P i wan my dear all to me. MINE MINE MINE! hmph. so ppl try snatching him fr me will DIE. not really die yeah but die in a sense.coz shamus is mine! belongs to me :D he agrees wif it HOR dear dear! kaichek de party funnnnn esp the nerf gun shiok sia. haha. hope i get to play more nerf gun coz i wannnn play so funn and shiok can relive stress u know. haha. oh no exams coming tis wk stresssssss >< idw examssss make me stress de lor...i can do it! later nid read bio le. remember plus ting xieeee. so many things to remember. dieee. jiayou jiayou! :)

-everything is gonna be alright :) tat is wat u told me so i will tell u the same thing everything is gonna be alright when i around,i wont let anyone hurt u. :) coz ur very important to me ! :) love u~

2011-02-19T21:46:00.003+08:00

how i wish when ur sad/angry/emo i can trade my happiness for it so u can be truly happy.

when ur happy i will be happy regardless how sad/angry/emo i am coz u are the one who makes me happy :) regardless of rain or shine. letting me lie on ur shoulder, lending me ur ears to listen to all my whines,complaints...ur the best no one can ever replace u. i wont risk my life to protect u coz ur my one and only. i love u i really do. i cant bear to see u in tis emo/sad/angry state i cant...its hurts a lot which will make me cry.. im trying my best to make u happy.. ur not useless u never are. in my heart ur always the best,never useless, always the best and tis fact will never change in my heart until i die. i swear wif my life if u sad something bad will happen to me,to me physically. i must i will make u happy. the last 3 words- i love u

2011-02-17T20:11:00.002+08:00

SO EMBARRASSIN! i was like erm singapore wont be war then something like we must live in harmony! then my hand came up yeah then the whole cohort laughing. SO EMBARRASSIN! ppl who fell asleep woke up becoz of me. WOW. i like tat also can wake them up. amazing.

s&w lucky no agility or i will seriously dieeee fr aching legsss. i wan new campus ~ faster tis school so smalll new school the top lvl can go up i go sun tan?! hah maybe.

tis term after school i keep spending time wif him❤

hope he score well! :D same to me! :D

love u forever and always~

2011-02-15T20:47:00.001+08:00

2011-02-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

today is VALENTINES DAYYYYY :D

HAHAH of course im happy :D

he make me damn gan dong until i cry! :)
his gift rock mans :D so nice~so awesome~rocks to the core~ :D

i love it so much haha :D

2011-02-13T13:46:00.002+08:00

hello! its beeen so long since ive blogged.

no time lor. so busy wif hw~its like im getting bk the do hw fast fast and understanding skills~lost it after go sec 1 :p now its bk oh yeah. its gd (Y) oh yeah tmr is valentines day!!!!! YAY tats so gdddd :D haha the gift im gonna give him is a secret no one knows the whole set hehehe~:D i hope he likes it~ :D eeeks. he goin to nepal at dec AGAIN! :'( boohoo idw him go there go so long somemore! :( later no signal no text :( or cannot receive my smses even worse :( BOOHOO idw him go :( hope my dad earns money then i can go oversea hope same day or wk then both oversea then both busy so wont emoooo emo bad u know! tis few wk got badminton comp.girl team score is like. 0-5 nanhua, 1-4 bukit batok,2-3 newtown. yeah so SEE we are improving. then tis wk we had captain ball game wif 01. totally unfair we were outnumbered. and grace still tell our class ppl to leave when we were badly outnumbered. so our class wan a rematch no matter wat. tis time wif fair rules. apart fr tat im wondering wat he's gonna give me tmr~i only some parts of it others part im like totally blur. :/ eeyer. haha but nvm tmr jiu know le and he say the gift is part of my birthday present which he took so long to gimme.eeyer but nvm he put in a lot of effort into it so must treasure it :D tmr is gonna be an epic day rite? think so haha like daniel pei giving clarabelle gift i think so. haha. jj and michelle HMM pray got~if not push michelle to jj ! (Y) haha. tmr shall spend more time wif him but hor i every school day alr spend so much time wif him le haahaha. :D i love him a lot ma! eeyer next wk wk 7 le STRESS. wk 8 exam le JIAYOUUU! i can do it :D so long got listen in class can le la. science hmm. i can do it i cannnnn! jiayou dear too! :D im gonna stay bk everyday next wk study and spend time wif him. yeah so if when i improve i know who to thanks-HIM! haha and of course other ppl who helped me la cannot wang en fu yi.

i love u!

2011-02-05T16:05:00.003+08:00

haha im bk early today~

and its his BIRTHDAYYYYY!!!❤

:D dear dear happy~ :D ❤

tis yr cny hmm okok ba first time in my 14 yrs of living no jam when goin bk to malaysia tats like so shiok and awesome!

hw ... erm maths not completed forget le. WOOPS. paiseh.

other hw all completed. i din really read the chinese and history notes...woops. lazy me aiya read in the morning can liao lor. wow ive skip like 3 history lessons coz of badminton.:P sian nid to have history lessons soon if not gg liao. ask dear dear help me :D ^^ ~

next wk start school le~ jiayou~!!! i can do it~he can do it :D ❤

I LOVE YOU!!!❤ FOREVER AND ALWAYS~:d MUACKS!

2011-02-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

went to the funfair and the 1st ride i was alr screaming.:P

screaming my heart out. then i scream tis " SHAMUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS" HAHAHA. cool~:D weeee. then the bump car thingy, i keep go bang into a fat lady. all the fats were like boucing. HAHA. epicness.:P nth much la.

to dear: sorry jus now afternoon no on9 waipo hse no internet sorry..

2011-01-31T20:57:00.001+08:00

HELLO!

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! HAHAAHAH OH YEAH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

DEAR DEAR RECOVER SOON!:D

2011-01-30T17:52:00.003+08:00

im prayin real hard tat my dear dear can recover by tonite!

*i wish tat my dear dear can recover by tonite pls! he must recover i would like to exchange _____________ so that he can recover. pls god/any gd gods"

RECOVER SOON DEAR DEAR! SO U CAN CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY TMR WIF ME!

2011-01-25T20:33:00.003+08:00

badminton match ok ive lost reasons which caused tis

-not enough training-> not very serious also.

-last min make me play singles very de stress u know

-i nid to run more

-a new racket like DUH.

haha nth much le ba.

ok soo he is happy now! :D WOOTS FINALLY NO MORE EMO! YAY YAY YAY! 3 CHEERS !:D WOOTS~:D im gonna study every wk! and im gonna get gd gd grades :D jiayou to me! jiayou to him to :D oh YEAH my birthday is coming! his birthday is coming too! :D YAY and and and 3rd month! HAHA YAY! woots tis rocks :D

LOVE U FOREVERRRR :D!

2011-01-22T22:44:00.001+08:00

haiz he sad:( for no reason...

2011-01-21T19:54:00.002+08:00

today was nice~:D

he finally happy! and tat kind of happy i never see before de. or is tat kind damn rare one:D! YAY (Y) thumbs upppp :D MUAHAHAH

played bball wif michelle,junwei,mingyang HAHA so damn funny! the gay movement and screams are damn funny sia! my arm still hurts yeah maybe internal injury :O idk leh~then so many ppl go touch my injured part PAINFUL SIA! nvm hope by monday jiu ok le~weee~~~~

-i wan u be happy like now :) forever and always❤

2011-01-16T15:44:00.000+08:00

I wanna be tis way~:D a great quote to start tis coming week :D

jiayou ppl for the upcoming hcl open book test ^^ :D

and jiayou dear for ur geog retest ^^!

14 14 14! 14 more days to go! :D MY BIRTHDAY !!!

2011-01-15T16:43:00.000+08:00

is tis true? it sounds real but there is still a percentage its wrong.

2011-01-15T15:47:00.001+08:00

im not gonna update too much anymore.

once in a wk? maybe. yeah nth much. bye.

2011-01-05T19:54:00.002+08:00

hellooooo. being a psl is so damn tiring.1st day of school 5 plus then dismiss T.T then today is 5 coz of cca. lucky can skip 1h if not play match until damn tired. 1-08 ppl is sick.really not all but some.its jus like our class 2-08 but worser. should be la not sure about tat. went 4 s&w when they havin lunch :D netball! funfun(Y)then matthew was lookin at us when we played.then saw must block the small guy aka JS! HAHA tats epic. ok s&w was weird. jp and js wan pwned me but ok its the team not only me:P so when we score jus point the "L" sign HAHA gg.com :p or failblog.org . LOL! tat weird.108 won de towerbuilding game! WOOTS! and there is gays in 108! :O damn funny esp the "omg so embarrassing." HAHA. friendship band damn funny. so got dismiss at 2.45 fr debrief then went to mama shop wif dear and had korean cup noodles! ok tis wk i shall nt have cup noodles le.bad for body.had ice cream too :) haha nice:D funny hor dear~spent time wif him❤

then 3.45 go bk le lor coz of cca.haha sian lor if not can spend more time wif him.sorry dear monday spend more time wif u k? i really dun wan u to emo/sad when im in camp...:(IDW!!!!!!!pls be happy.PLS FOR MY Y SAKE❤SAKE!

2011-01-01T12:46:00.001+08:00

its the

NEW YEARRRRRRR❤

HAHAHA:D school is startin in jus 2 days timeeee!!! OMG OMG! HAHA

❤ YOU :D

2010-12-26T19:01:00.003+08:00

well u see its gonna be new yr soon and yeah a lot of ppl get new things like:
-pencil box
-wallet
-bag
-shoes
-clothes
-specs
-phone
-electronics
and blah blah blah.
well 4 me not really a lot of new things ba...for school stuff like pencil box,wallet shoes and stuff not much of changes yeah...im still gonna use the converse school bag,pencil box should be if not use new one got la of course fr tis yr b'dae present fr frens :D shoes yeah~high cut shoes! woots hope the school wont ban~heheheh. hmm i changed my specs electronics? NONE. sad eh...i nid a new phone like seriously...my current nokia phone is dying. cant use camera alr. DAMNIT rite. then next time nid use video cam/camera MA FAN.well i still have to bear wif it until like APRIL WTF SIA.4 MONTHS...tats damn long.dk wat phone i will get. well 4 months for my contract to end and 1 more month to my birthday! YAY! and a few more days to our 2nd month! YAY even better~and 1 more wk to school which means we can see each other everyday! well almost everyday! and frens too YAY YAY. hope 2011 is gd...and gonna be sec 2 soon and its so SOON omg. stressful :/ jiayous~well im so bored and tmr there's cca. ok since i got nth to do now i shall say somethings. i jus found out someone is damn wtf.(ps is a girl not fr 1-08) she cant seem to look at the situation and reply. WTF rite! its like DUH wat u jus said is nonsense ppl say shut up then jus say sorry la rite but end up she also tell the person bk to shut up walao eh dun understand tat kind of ppl.well i hope juniors wont be like tat and tat person can think thru better about wat they are typing or talking about yeah...i guess ppl reading should have knew who im talking about if u dk and wan to ask jus ichat me fb chat are welcomed too. well nth much alr. hmm wont tmr's badminton training wont be too tiring and yeah after cca gonna meet up wif him at mama shop yeah. HEHE:D well ok end of tis post.

2010-12-25T12:31:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas Everybody!~

I meant Krismus ❤ :D

2010-12-23T21:52:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO
YAY today met DEAR WOOTS GDGD.
became SOT SOT (Y) HEHEHE he also HEHE:D YAY!
wat we do....:P wan know ask me or him :P HEHEHE XP me very evil MUAHAHAH
ok im sot now! HAHA
ok bad part BOO (N)
he mood swing after i left BOO! (N) very de bad and scary suddenly mood swing. SCARY.
me no likey. but afterall i his darling nid cheer him up :) so i did haha:D somehow cheer him up i think THINK only. nth much :P dun tell u!

2010-12-21T20:43:00.002+08:00

well..haizxc...he bo cca next wk...HAIZXC..why why why....haizxc...if until school start which is on 4th jan...which is so long...i seriously wan to cry...:'( boo! haiz....its been so long since i saw him...a few wks alr...nooo....time pass so slowly....haiz...miss him so much...boohoo:'(

2010-12-21T13:26:00.003+08:00

gettin very bored. christmas tis sat yeah...even though he came bk i still can see him:( boohoo. its sucks. until next wk then can BOOHOO. so long. BOOOOO. nth much yet very de bored until next wk then got things to do.

SIANZXC.

I wanna see him❤

2010-12-14T13:16:00.001+08:00

all i can say is

I am VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BOREDDDDDDD HAIZZZZ KUAI DIAN HUI LAI LEH....

hongkong trip~

2010-12-10T16:01:00.003+08:00

hello ok im back fr hk...it was not VERY fun but it was still ok la...coz hk was similar to singapore.jus tat it is bigger than singapore by a little and more buildings there coz the population quite big. haizzz he went to nepal :( after i came bk fr hk...HAIZZ....nvm i bear wif it...HAIZZZZ

Day 1

went to the airport like 1 plus then check in...the whole time was smsing my dear...he was so sad and cryin :'( haizzz..i feel bad...brought a adidas watch at the airport! so nice~then boarded the plane at around 3.50 goin be 4 tat time...flight got delayed by like 30 mins-.- damn waste my time...tat 30mins i can use to sms my dear lor.then 4.30 then fly to hk...watched salt,then family guy and glee~glee is nice! family guy nicer! it rocks man i keep laughin hahas.reached hk at around erm8 plus? then get onto the bus at 9 plus...then reach hotel 10.went out to the nearby nite market aka pasamalam go see see.quite nice la.then sleep at around 12. cannot sleep coz my dad keep snoring-.-

Day 2

went to have breakfast had instant noodles hk ppl like eat de lor hahas nice seh.then went to the buddha so BIG nice. pray here pray there coz got a lot of god and goddess ma.spent half of the day there after tat went back to hotel go to the ladies market cool~hahas brought a STITCH:D SO CUTE!!! brought choco for the ppl!basically the whole class and more than enough 4 my class gonna give other ppl also.brought shoes! woots converse de~lalala~hehe i will wear it to school maybe:P slept at around 9 plus got next mornin nid wake up early..

Day 3

went to eat dim sum for breakfast then lunch for i duno wat dialect the food. LOL. went to ocean park in the afternoon so damn a lot of ppl there...the china ppl ah so damn wat lor keep squeeze cannot say excuse me de lor.no offence.had roller coaster ride fun~i tot i will die coz the 360 one is like 3 rounds. almost sprain my neck becoz of 360 turn ouch.ocean park nth much de lor..went to the same street again and tis time i brought 10 t-shirts cost 200hkd. hahas cheap la.brought 4 dear,tt,js,ccc,celine,clarabelle and michelle~jp dun have coz he came to hk be4 and i duno wat to buy 4 him hehe i will jus stuff him wif more choco~:P

Day 4

nth much jus walk around then went to airport..fell asleep in the bus...im jus so tired.had ben & jerry ice cream!:D it rocks ! BEN & JERRY ICE CREAM ROCKS! use the com there lucky i got a few mins to before boardin the plane ~wee~watch despicable me~wee so nice watch FRIENDS tats nice too~when i reached singapore at 7 i immediately switched on my phone and sms dear! i miss him so much:( my stupid phone laggg...then receive sms so slow.after a while then can. had instant noodles for dinner coz very late le...tats all nth much.

2010-12-05T19:01:00.002+08:00

went to malaysia to celebrate m grandma's birthday..yeah.my cousins bully me talked in malay,hakka and some other dialect which i totally dun understand....yeah.and i miss my mac so much when im in malaysia.suay no mac also kanna bullied.nth much.

P.S i missed him alot.

to my dear:

i know u are gonna be emo when im at hongkong but pls dun hurt urself...PLS dun hurt urself.u can get emo coz u cant be happy when im not around..i know...i love you k...i also miss u a lot..like u said be4 to me "i wont be always be here" but i wont say tat to u...coz it hurts.jus remember i will be back on thurs evening...i will sms u when i reach singapore i will.the next day when u are gone i will start emoing like how u did...

love u lots♥

museum~

2010-12-02T19:54:00.002+08:00

went to national museum wif dear,jp,js and clarabelle~hahas

wake up at 7plus then 8.42 went out go jp take mrt and meet dear at je hahas:) actually i only sw his head at the door coz damn squeezy then at clementi station he went to the place i was in the mrt hahas:D so nice~then me and dear reach city hall after tat was js then jp and clara.i went to mac for a light snack since i was quite hungry hehe~took taxi to museum so damn close sia! cost $3~i pay $1 js pay $2 LOL so bad others no pay.nvm...got tis damn sick postcard at the museum shall not show wan see ask me:P got 1 live action "show" at museum damn scary scared me seh. then jp was like open mouth damn shocked hahas for kids de ma.then saw tt,khim and kaichek had lunch tgt at popeyes @cathy. lunch was fun hahas coz dear got cough cannot take fried food then i ask him buy the burger jp brought 2 piece chicken same as me plus he sat in front of dear then keep temptin him hahas:) funny~after lunch spilt up at first wan go bugis take neo but then at mrt tat time walk until arcade got neo so we were at there for the whole time...:D cool seh mrt got arcade and LAN! woots:D hahas spent like 1h at arcade and 1h at lan until 3.30 like tat shiok! damn fun:D js and jp played ddr hahas js leg too short then cannot hold the back thing epic see them dance we got take NEO:D hahas YAY i love it. damn fast lor the neo also got me pissed off.had a great time wif dear HOR DEAR:D hahas love it♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥~:D hahas then we played the race car thingy i won:D then js,dear,jp,clarabelle HEHE i almost got second but last second speedin then bang js js car fly then i win! HAHA EPIC SEH hahas:D then went to lan SHIOK! played blackshot wif dear,js and jp clarabelle played dragonica i think blackshot damn fun seh i keep scoldin vulgar shiok! hahas js and jp 1 team,i and dear 1 team~WEE~:D hahas damn fun sia:D after tat coz dear nid go back le jiu go back le.took mrt wif him♥ hahas he until pei wo until clementi then he take bus back i sit until boonlay so damn tired and hungry so i went to mac so claim the small fries~YUM YUM:D took bus back then walk back was in the rain but a little bit i wont get sick de~lalala~today was fun~

-♥♥♥♥♥UUUU